I knew you had to go...

Are you leaving in the morning,
or running with the night?
are you breathless
and sweaty?
or still
and cold?
is the lump in your throat,
forgotten in a euphoric
rush,
a lust for life?

I'm only passing

I'd say it was a passing feeling,
but the feeling hasn't passed,
holding onto an emotion,
that I know is going to last,

trying to throw this heavy baggage,
off my, heavy, tired, shoulders,
time is moving slowly,
but I know I'm getting older,

I'm getting high off feeling shit,
the needle buried in my vein,
I've got to take just one more hit,
before I lose the game,

Rise, then fall, then lose it all,
scream until it hurts to breathe,
the devils heaven softly calls,
to hell we ride tonight,

It was from a porch

It was from a porch I stared,
wide eyed,
and vacant,
sweet disposition
filling my lonely soul,

Psychedelic sunset
and a blur
filled my mind,
my heart wailing
but my voice not;
knowing;
how to vocalise
the cacophony

They Fuck You Up

The slow flames of anger,
were quashed by the wind,
the fortress walls
were broken,

There is a happy chorus now,
that sings,
and the floodgates of joy,
are open

Crystal Dreams

Our love is like a crystal glass,
try and hold my hand as the distance attacks,
and we will fight against the pain,
as we are dancing in the rain,

and though I had expected the worst,
you pulled me through with your comfort and words,
held me close, in your arms,
and told things would be fine even though we were far


apart,
living in two different places,
trying to hold your hand,
while you were trying to fill the space,

and I knew,
my heart couldn’t take much of this,
this perpetual bliss,


Our hearts will beat together as one,
try not to act like the race is already run,
'cause we might need time for our hearts to mend,
and we will run, to the end

Time Apart

Is it still love,
if what you gets not what you want?
can my heart still feel for you
when you go away?

Touch as diamonds,
tender as dreams,
kisses on cheeks,
and the memory of your smell,

Will I still feel the same,
if you're not always close?
will it feel strange to kiss you,
after our time apart?

Wide as oceans,
deep at the soul,
hand in hand,
eyes locked on eyes

The bridge dissapears and I'm standing on air

A love affair with a woman,
spilling seed on a motel bed,
phallus in yoni,
did you have to fuck with your head?

A love affair with a man,
hidden desires brought forth,
heart in love,
did it hurt with such a force?

A love affair with love,
foolish kisses in the moonlight,
soul in soul,
did you always have to fight?

A love affair with life,
running straight into the night,
hand in hand,
did it ever feel right?

A love affair,
everlasting through life and death,
life in death,
did you hold onto your last breath?